Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Pieces Left Behind
Hurting... Good bye trees – I planted you when I bought this house… I will never enjoy the shade I once thought I would. Good-bye Barn – I built you from a thought in my mind, and now I must leave you behind. Good-bye workshop – I built you with my father in the hopes one day my sons and I would sit together and build model airplanes together. Good-bye rooms – I bought this home thinking one day it would be filled with families at Christmas. Good-bye basket ball hoop – I installed you when I learned I was going to be a father of a son – I thought one day I would play one-on-one with him while we shared our stories together. Good-bye job – You took good care of me – I don’t deserve you – there are more people who want this job who are going to lose theirs so I could stay where I am not wanted or wanting to be… so take good care of them instead as you have looked after me. Good-bye dents in the walls put there by my children when they were babies, playing with their toys – once I was mad about, now I cry when I see. Good-bye city… Good-bye security, good-bye Mr. Destiny… I choose the unknown. Good-bye my dream woman… Good-bye home…
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Gorgeous. A real privilege to see you catch your breath before the next beautiful chapters.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing.
Brilliant things ahead.
Enjoy them all fully.
Huh? Have I missed something? Are you moving away? Are you getting divorced or separated? Stop being so vague, dammit... please?
ReplyDelete*hugs* girl. Sometimes we have to say goodbye and wow how nostalgia can cause emotions to flow. I wish you the best girl! Hope your new life is fulfilling in so many ways that your old one could not be completely.
ReplyDeleteI can't think of a thing to say, so I guess I'll just sit here and cry a little. I hope your new life will be blessed beyond your wildest dreams. Hugs, Suzi
ReplyDeleteSorry to hear this, hopefully it will all lead to a better life. It's just hard to see it when things seem to be all going away. Hang in there girl, you'll get through this.
ReplyDeleteHoping things turn out well for you...
ReplyDeleteVery touching, but sad...
ReplyDeleteYou are a courageous, intelligent and beautiful woman, and there is no doubt that you will succeed where ever you move on to.
You continue to provide inspiration to many of us, who all live with the same fears of rejection and loss.
And while its a difficult road, its a journey that must be made.
Thank you for being you.
My heart goes out to you, Chloe. Sad, yet beautifully written.
ReplyDeleteCalie xx