Goodmorning... AT&T Phone Lady here to fix your DSL!

I started the day bright and early - I'm skipping lunch today, all so I can get off early and catch a plane to meet my friend LoriAnne in Tampa Florida later this evening.

Both Lori and I share the same dream of owning a business and working for ourselves. An opprotunity has presented it's self in Sarasota, which she has asked me to acompany her to consult and examine. The opprotunity interests me very much because it is in line with what I was thinking of starting and building up to give others in need, a job.

My job at the phone company has become a situation that is more of "survival" or being on strict double secret probation - rather than one of mutual growth & development. It's personally damaging and toxic. I want to break out and make it on my own... I know I can do it, given the chance.

Iron Man

It's raining...

Last night I had the strangest dream. I dreamt my ReAssignment surgery was reversing it's self. Panic stricken, I flew back to Thailand where I found myself once again in Dr. Suporn's exam room.

"...I'm sorry Chloe. There is nothing I can do" is what the Doctor said.

Unsatisfied, I flew back to the states. Dr. Christine McGinn calls me at home and says "I can fix you!"

I fly to Philly PA and she admits me to the operating room. The surgical table was standing upward and she told me to stand in front of it where I was strapped in.

The doctor looks at me and says "Ready?"

She hits a button and "POOF", I am suited up as Iron Man

I said "WTF! I have to have a penis AND live as Iron Man too??"

That's how I feel... Even though I have transitioned, I'm still expected to be Iron Man. When I try to be myself, i'm ostracized. It's the suit they want... Not the human inside. :(